Confusion

I am confused, torn,
Constantly attacked by the winds of change.
My world likes to twist around,
See if it can bend my beliefs.
I don't know any more.
I don't know what to say or do,
I don't know where to go,
I don't know who to trust.
Who am I, anyway?
What is this world becoming?
Why am I even here?
This place is unfamiliar,
But I used to call it home.
I'm so lost now,
And I'm utterly alone.
I'm confused and broken,
And I think I'm bleeding out.
I can't figure out why I don't feel any pain.
Where are you, I wonder,
Because you said you'd be here,
But I don't think you're coming,
And I'm not sure if you care.
I tried writing things down
To get my story right,
But it's just a mess of words,
Unreadable, confusing.
So who's that person hiding there,
The one who's just like me?
Can you see her, with her back in the corner?
She's crying, sobbing silently.
Her body shakes; she's broken inside.
I'm seeing myself, you understand,
But I just can't comprehend.
Who did I used to be, and when did I change?
I'm lost in confusion
And drowning in fear.