What I'm Not

I'm not great,
I'm not grand.
I only hold pain
In this hand.
I'm no hero,
I'm no god.
I'll get angry
If you prod.
I'm no leader,
I'm no queen.
I'm the scariest
You've ever seen.
I'm not tough.
I'm not proud.
I run and hide
From the crowds.
I'm not strong,
I'm not brave.
I'm a coward
In my cave.