Falling Apart

Here I am,
And I'm falling apart.
Every time a piece breaks off,
It's more painful.
I'm falling apart,
Losing who I am,
Forgetting who I was.
What I feel inside
Is spilling out,
Burning itself onto my skin,
And dancing before my eyes.
I'm falling apart,
And my blood is seeping
Through the cracks
In the shell of who I thought I was.
I'm a liar, a faker, a wannabe,
But I've been good at hiding it.
Yet here they are
For all to see,
The lies that made up "me."
I'm falling apart,
But I don't care.
I'm ready for the end.
Hold my hand
While I'm falling apart
And don't let me be alone.

Over You

I thought that I was over you,
That the butterflies were gone,
And that I could be free.
But then I saw you again,
And all those feelings I had
Came flooding back
Even after all this time.
I tried to get over you,
The way you made me feel,
The soul in your eyes,
But I couldn't.
I thought I did,
Until you showed up at my door,
With those eyes and that smile,
And I felt myself shatter.
I wish I never fell for you,
But that brief moment
In which you were mine
Was worth all the diamonds in the world.
I didn't know that I wasn't over you,
Even after months of silence,
I still loved you,
But you were never truly mine
And I will never be yours.
You don't want me, I know,
But, after all this time,
I'm still not over you.

It took a lot of time

For me to get over you.

I met someone else,

I loved him,

And I thought he loved me too.

But, like you, he left.

The only difference

Is that he never came back.

I thought he was mine,

I thought I was his,

And I thought it would last forever.

But I was wrong.

I may never get over him,

Though he helped me get over you.

It took my heart being broken twice,

But I'm finally over you.