Just Freaking Tell Me

I know you don't want me anymore.
So just up and freaking tell me.
Say it to my face--or are you afraid?
Afraid of what I'll do and say?
I know how much of what comes out of your mouth is bullcrap,
But everyone soaks up your lies.
I don't know if I can take this very long,
Because I have been taking your crap way too long now.
I'd raise my voice,
But I am at the end of my strength,
And I cannot fight all your "friends" alone.
I know you blame me,
But I swear I'm innocent.
Events happened out of my control,
So just freaking tell me about your problem.
Say it to my face.
I can't stand you sneaking around.
So here I am, responding in kind,
Because no matter what I do
I'll be seen as the bad guy....
So just freaking tell me.

Song

I heard a song on the radio today,
A song that reminded me of you.
We had sung that song together.
You had shown that song to me.
I bit my lip so I wouldn't break down,
Because, honestly, I still miss you.